@Forgiveness just go out. We ruin good things by thinking too much. Its a matter of one and a half hour. Pick any time of the day. It doesn't have to be in the morning or evening all the time. It's a matter of doing and not thinking. You can think while doing it.
@BOB73 thanks! Having you guys with me all the time is a thing that I cherish. Being in this community is training me in a lot of aspects other than painting too. I am being able to clarify my ideas, getting inputs from everyone, learning how to present ideas. This is how Impressionists grew in their art. Remember they were cut off from the art world. This is how they grew. It wouldn't be a good thing not to use Mark's DMP forum to the fullest.