I m not really active on this forum in the way that i will post my paintings and critique ,mostly cause i dont follow dmp strictly but it did help me learn more about oil painting. I do like to look at other people's works ,WIPs and tips.I live in a place where art isnt much appreciated and i cant really talk with anyone about it, so I decided to share it here and see did anyone been through the same. I often feel depressed about my art,rushing it ,constantly fixing and changing my painting,sometimes it takes me month or more for small painting ,then I get frustrated that took me so much and doesnt even look good and I end up ripping it and throwing it in the garbage. This morning I woke up early to paint before work,and I again kept looking at the clock how much time do I have ,determined to finish it and ofcourse just broke and ripped it among with half my other old paintings,which I kept as a reminder of my beginings . At that point just felt like they are mocking me and I failed again. It will pass in some time and I will be able to paint again and will be excited doing it but how to stop it from happening,or atleast to control my feelings and grow as an artist. So if anyone ever felt the same or had similar experience I would like to hear it.